Maybe it was my Catholic upbringing—during a period when the
liturgy was chanted in the language of the dead and stained glass windows of
aged churches stretched upward in ceremonious supplication—that caused me to
stop at the sight of the old catalpa with the huge cavity. The arched opening
ushered my eye into a dark interior, like the nave of an ancient cathedral.
Jagged wedges of decaying wood were pocked with the traces of wood-boring
insects. Brilliant daylight shone through a hole in the trunk. And yet the catalpa
tree was very much alive.
Nave of the catalpa tree |
The bumblebee: a friendly sort |
A bumblebee posed on one of the broad leaves, while a tick-like
arachnid held tight to another. Lifting a leaf or two revealed that much of the
action was hidden from view. I settled in to plumb the mysteries of the giant
cavity, infected with a reverence befitting the Stations of the Cross.
Suddenly (and I’m not making this up) harp music began to
play in the distance. And then, the voice of an angel began to sing:
“It must have been cold there in my shadow,
to never have sunlight on your face.”
to never have sunlight on your face.”
Beetle's eye view! |
I don’t know anything about the soul that was being
memorialized, but hearing “Wind Beneath My Wings” sung in the quiet of the wildlife
sanctuary made my beneficent aging catalpa, a haven for creatures of all kinds,
seem even more venerable.
Daddy longlegs lurks beneath |
Someday it will fall, and yet another renewal of life will
occur. The decayed heartwood will break into chunks, and roots will find their
way into the cracks. Invertebrates, from mites to centipedes to slugs and
snails, will find passage along these openings. Salamanders and shrews will
hide beneath the sloughed bark and rotten wood, and dig tunnels into the
crumbly substrate. Fungi will abound.
Before I knew it an hour had passed. Again, a walk in the
woods had worked its magic.
Just one hour, in a life filled with hours.
Tiny spider. Hanging out on a beautiful day. |
Ref: Maser,
C. and others. 1984. The Unseen World of the Fallen Tree. http://www.fs.fed.us/pnw/pubs/164part2.pdf